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tuesday. 1130am @ ANC

I love tuesday the most.. coz Nilima will not be around on this day and Cindy Might need to go out to meet her clients.. then i can work unsupervised.I will surf the net.. chatting.. nothing much to do especially when they are gone.

Ruby, one of the students came to me today.. during her break.. It is really nice of her for bringing me a home made banana bacon muffin and tong sui .. hehe.. i can have it for lunch.. yeaHHHaaa…

We had a quick chat on her studies.. and all in a sudden.. she brought up this issue of hers.. she was thinking if she should stay on in aussie or go back to her country.She came to aussie last june and met this guy ..they dated and got together and staying together at the moment.

The issue is… they have arguements all the time…so she is doubt  if she should stay in aussie for him. I can see that she doesn’t really love this place so much. So she consult on me.. i was like…… gosh… so i started crapping like usual.. bringing up all the concepts.. theories.. that i assume are correct and practical..acting like a professional consultant.. akaka..I tried to help.. but i can’t give her an exact answer.. it ’s her life..how could i decide for her..  and especially it is  someone like me give advice to someone in her thirties.. they are so much grown up than me.. i can see her tears welling in her eyes already.. i was totally stoned.. dunno wat i could do or even say…people just walking pass us for few times.. n luckily her fren came to us and urged her to go for classs..

i guess we are going to continue the conversation after class..i myself still struggling with de same issue.. stay on or go back.. but too soon for a decision.. bless us..

s u n d a y.. a day for u before working like hell for the coming  week.. to recharge.. to be exact…

my sunday..

woke up at 12 .. light breakfast.. tidy up my room.. to welcome my dearest fren jessica n my sis to come tml.. wanted to vacumn my room but Regina is still sleeping soundly.. well. guess gotto wait her to wake up… n do all the housework

followed by a nice spa..

know wat? she woke up at 5 .. gooshh.. luckily i din join thomas n her for clubbing.. as if 2 of us are competing.. see hu could sleep longer.. i guess she d won.. ahahaso i go online for a while before going for a swim.. it is always nice to swim in autumn.. not too cold to get out from de room n de water isn’t tat cold..

waitt.. i think i m going out of topic.. i wanted to talk bout de 4 seasons..

autumn.. is de best season of all(for me).. u can swim.. surfing. ..play golf… or even sun bath.. n beach ..the trees n de leaves are  extremely beautiful…

but when it comes to winter.. ahaha.. i practically buried mylself in my nest.. like hiberniting ..it explained  how i gain 10 kgs last year.. it is so hard to get myself out from de house.. or even out de bed.. it is soo hard.. luckily i could still make my way to uni…n it is not snowing in aus.. how could u ppl survive ? too cold for outdoor activites.. n it rains once in a while..de onli thing that u can do is go skiing…wat is it all bout with holiday.. where there is nothing much u can do..i would miss his hug even more .. actually i would miss his hug through out the 4 seasons..it is always warmer than the heater…

spring comes in after winter.. spring arrr.. i din do much last year coz it is exams period .. except for a trip to canberra.. n taking loads of pic witht the flower during the flower parade. time flies .. it is almost a year  but i m looking forward for spring for this year.. Sept.. where i can meet my parents.. uncle n aunty.. who are attending for my graduation.. ( if everything goes well) can’t believe it is going to happen in months time.. 

finally.. it is summer time…ppl gather at the beach.. bikinis and all.. thongs.. sunglasses.. n it is my shopping season.. eventhough i do shop throught out de whole year.. ahaha.. but u can get more in summer coz i can bring it back to msia.. u see.. akaka..summer doesn’t seem special.. it is slightly windy than msia.. n it is unpredictable.. u can wear short skirt during daytime.. but u can’t wear de same attire at night.. coz de temperature can be so different between de day n night.. hate tat.however i had a memorable summer last  year.. which is one of  the highlights of my life ……coz i met HIM.we had great times  during the summer .. n he is  going to walk me through all the seasons this year.. (not physically  but spiritually ).. sharing my ups n downs .. =)

my sister is coming tml.. ahaha.. n my dearest jessica n..soon..HIM..how i wish time could stop.. n let us share all these till de end of de day….lazy monday.. haizz.. till then..

( looking at the commentss) …thanks guys.. i know i ve been playing really hard these days..or i should say..all this while. this isn’t good at all.. but can’t help.. it is my life.. how often do u have the opportunity to do it ..so enjoY  while u can..ahaha..

however ,i do worry of my mid term .. n will be working 2 days full before the exam.. darn.. time is precious now.. so bout de trip to jenolan caves today.. i ll share with u after my exam..till then=)

mid term is just next week.. but i stil party like no one’s business.. there are so many plans on after i came back to sydney.. didn’t really take a good breath and here come the next.. gossssshhhh

i did a lot today.. at bondi beach..have my 1st surfing lesson in my life.. tiring, aching..can’t stand the sea water de most.. too salty . damn.. spoilt my mood.. i had a great time… it would be better if the current wasn’t tat rough.. too much for us.. if i wanna do this again? my answer is.. yeahh.. perhaps.. .. well hey.. this is not my sports.. same goes like sking.. u do really need the skills to enjoy it to the max.. also, "thanks" to shaun n fiona.. their surfing boards had hit on my most important part.. my head !luckily there is no bruises at de moment.. or.. i m actually too tired to check on my body..

next round… had rugby game with the guys and Erin… OMG>. this is more tiring than surfing.. n i always forget to pass de ball to ppl behind me.. ahaha.. luckily we won de game.. =)

third round.. the guys were competing with each other.. doing some stun on de beaches..john almost hurt his head.. what are they trying to prove..if i were de crowd.. i would ask them y would de asians behaving like this.. ahaha.. look pretty stupid .. but we captured quite a bit of picturesssss

fourth round.. had dinner at Hot Breath.. served nice steak.. red wine.. dessert.. xin wen n i can’t even move anymore after de dinener.. eventhough we had the light cut one.. which is smaller piece than usual.. de meat was tender.. i m not a beef lover.. but they taste good.. n de ambience is fine as well.. i ll bring HIM here next time.. but he can only take chicken or seafood.. too bad..mud cake is powerful.. do try their cocktails.. or mayb liquor coffee.. all good( thumbs up)

5th round.. went swimming.. followed by a nice spa..it was 930pm by then.. i think my body can’t take it a anymore. enough sports for today

Next round.. driving to Jenolan Caves tomorrow.. gotto to wake up early.. good nite all..=)=)

everyone was asking me what is my new year’s resolution… well.. can i say.. i hope everything turns out what i wan.. am i too greedy.. think so..

initially i ve got a very good plan for next year..but unfortunately something has happened in between and i have screwed it up myself.. and i need a back up plan.. i hate myself.. for being so immature..irrational..take everything for granted..

if u were to  ask me.. have i actually  put it 100% effort to acheive something.. i’d say.. NO..be it family,  studies, work , or relationship.. whatever..

guess this is one of my resolutions.. change to a better person! i need supports!!!!

de zodiac says aquarians are    Sassy. Intelligent. REALLY Sexy. Predicts
future.silly.Irresistible, awesome kisser. Great talker.caring.

what do u  guys think..LOL… =)=)

i dun know y did i go blogging at this hour.tis is so not me.. just had a long morning after work.. tot of getting a nap be4 study for my exam, guess de anxiety make me sleepless..plus my housemate , alex ..is playing his music LOUD.. AGAIN.. n my mind keep running about.. wat’s wrong v me.. been thinking a lot lately.. i can’t focus without giving myself a break.. one word to describe for de past weeks.. crazy.. but damn .. i enjoyed it heaps .. ahaha.. which is seriously not a good thing .. i’m deeply in trouble right now.. i’ve almost lost track of de important dates.. n nit to do more catch up for my studies.. sorry guys.. all de hang out n stuff. .will ring u once my mid sem is over.. n time flies.. this is de 1st time tat i ‘m not aware of de exact date of my break .. n good thing is….it’s pretty soon ..

i wanna comment on my best fren’s pic which is posted in frenster.. she  had celebrated her bf’s birthday last month.. de comment is: Sweet -nYa…ahaha..;)

nothing much to say bout today.. coz it is too much .. ahaha.. simply dun wan to share v u’LL… till de next bloG..have a good day=)

hi blogGie..i’m back…din really have de mood to scribble something  here.. a lot of things happen in between.. de happy one n de sad one.. simply crazy…well. this is life rite..  like catching a ride in de rollercoaster..v de ups n downs n we  still gotto move on n live it to de fullest..

I spent hours chit chatting  v my dearest housemates at my favourite hangouts-darling harbour again ..we hav sat for a finance paper..n finally there will be a week for break..It is de vice chancellor week.. plus anzac day..supposingly we should hav many plans in  mind ..but there r so much to read n  assignments to be done during de break….i guess we will not be able to enjoy ourselves till de long break in july..well..we will fully utilise our previous time as usual.. no worries..;)

hmmm.. we will hit it off by going for a harbour cruise. isn’t it sound great.. yeah..i’m definitely looking forward it…there will be a party on a cruise n some performances to spice up de event..’fairy tales ‘ will be de theme for de nite..while i will be de cinderella n drop my glass shoe at 12 midnite.. hoping for my prince to look for me.. n live happily ever after.. ahaha.. n de dreams go on..=)

ok.. back to reality… i’m going to share this v u’ll which  is more than de real ..i promise..We were sharing our childhood life among ourselves… telling each other how cheeky we were when we were young..there were so much to share n experience..sometimes it did impact us  during our grown up..n shape a person hu she is now…

i can’t remmeber how had i gone thru v my childhood life.. my case is a lil different from others.. i dun play v neighbours,i dun even know  hu stay next door ,not tat i’m hard to mix around.. it just happened  tat way..i always hope for neighvbours so tat we could be best frens n do everything together.. but it dun seem to happen ..all  tat i can remember is my cousin, chee yen.. hu always kept me company..fighting chicken wings for lunch n do homeworks.My childhood life would be nothing without u..thanks n i miss de time we spent together.. it was unusual..=)

i used to be alone when i was 6..everything was on my own..playing alone..had my meals at nearby restaurant..got myself ready for school.. my parents were simply too busy.. till they had 2 get me a pakcik to send me to tuition ..but mostly they will get me tuition teachers hu stayed just around de corner..  till i was 8..  i was taken care by my grandma ever since..u would say tis is nothing.. but it is part of my life n it meant something to me..so far i’m onli able to take this down..

how was ur childhood life.. do u miss it? it was a great memory for everyone.. no matter sweet or bitter.. somehow.. it’s part of our life..n u ll definitely find urself silly when u recall..take some time off n rewind ur memory..perhaps u will find something unusual..=)

Tuesday nite.. .i was exhausted coz my schedule is super packed ..but i hav promised my frens to go 4 movie.. which gonna be de 1st movie i had in sdyney..The Pink Panther..it ’s pretty lame to watch it here as it has already released in m’sia for ages ..watever …De show  begins at 9.15pm but we gotto go there earlier for de tickets plus we are told tat it is free seating cinema..which means u gotto be there as  early as u can in order to get good seats.We went to de cinema 30 mins earlier, it is located just few blocks away fr my apartment, george street, n it tends to look bigger than de other cinema in town.It suppose to be cheaper on tuesday.stu dent be given half price.. but somehow it costs us $8 for watching de movie.. i wonder  how much de normal tic is.. will find it out later..

We were not allowed to go into de cinema till they cleaned up de place.. We were so anxious tat we might not get good seats if we go in late.. We were so wrong when we walk into de super spacious ‘box’.Plenty of seats..so much bigger than de one in m’sia,de air-con is not on so u won’t  feel cold at all,save de hussle of bringing along ur cardigan ..Regardless where did u watch de movie, in aus or m’sia.. de feeling din make much diff..de onli  differences would be…no subtitle thru out de movie. . ppl shout for their frens when they’re looking for seats(as i mention earlier, it’s free seating) , de good thing is u can always sit v ur frens eventhough there r around 20 of u come 4 de movie.. while de bad one is ppl tend to take longer time to look for a suitable seat .. which can be anoying at times as they were crowding in front of u..

errr.. well.. guess tat’s all for tonite..

btw.. de movie is funny ..n crappy too..get de vcd will do.. hehe…

good nitezzzz=)

today is 4th of mar 2006..frens has asked us 2 join for the gay & les parade(mardi gras) a few day ago.. it’s one of de biggest event of de year..everyone was talking bout it n  even de security guard of my apartment suggested us to go.. well.. no harm going as it’s just few blocks away fr our apartment.It started at 7.30pm but we nit to go earlier 2 get a better view..they  really put in effort 2 make themselves to be outstanding…

So.. walked all de way to liverpool street.. was flooded by ppl.. strange one..sexy one..all types of ppl were gathered  ..waiting 4 de nitez to come..

all u heard were shouting.. yelling.. cheering.. pushing each other..ppl makiing so hard 2 squeeze in de crowd n kept stepping by others..sighh..it hurts..!!

finally..saw de gaySSSS n leS-Sss matching in.. de atmosphere was like.. oh my god… okie.. speechless.. this is definitely an uncensored one..i din realise there r so many of Them around us.. n they r damn pretty n good looking.. such a waste..they actually dun look any different fr us.. just as normal as us.. really..but they r brave..they cherish each other.however straight ppl like us keep avoiding commitment..keep thinking whether 2 take de 1st move..wanna save trouble.. worrying of de outcome ..n started to confuse..coz din wan 2 make things clear.. always being in de blur case..then wat’s de point of adoring someone?

to my dear frens hu r in love dilemma right now.. feeling sorry 4 u.. somehow.. u got to face it anyway.. if u ‘re going to sit there n wait, u will lose him/her or u might as well let it go.. n move on v ur life.. i believe there’s always a special one for us.

p/s: 4 those hu’re interested in de parade.. i got a few pics n videos.. some girls were even naked, let me know if u ‘re curious haha…

all love is equal!